Ferdi Beck
Ferdi Beck
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I hate her
I hate my ex 💔
The 7 stages are:
* shock and denial.
* pain and guilt.
* anger and bargaining.
* depression.
* the upward turn.
* reconstruction and working through.
* acceptance and hope.
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Ich küsse deine Narben morenutrition.de/ code: FERDI
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Website: www.vegansavage.com
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Видео

Imara cracks my heart open like Aya
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Imara made me excited to be a human Imara: imara.fran ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ Ich küsse deine Narben morenutrition.de/ code: FERDI RUclips English: ruclips.net/user/Vegains RUclips DE: ruclips.net/user/VegainsDE German Rap: www.youtube.com/@Vegainsrap Instagram: vegainstrength Instagram DE: vegains My DE Amazon: amazon.de/shop/vegainsde Listen to my podcast: an...
I’m scared about this..
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Let’s make eternity fun ♾️🐥🐥♾️ ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ Ich küsse deine Narben morenutrition.de/ code: FERDI RUclips English: ruclips.net/user/Vegains RUclips DE: ruclips.net/user/VegainsDE German Rap: www.youtube.com/@Vegainsrap Instagram: vegainstrength Instagram DE: vegains My DE Amazon: amazon.de/shop/vegainsde Listen to my podcast: anchor.fm/ferdibeck German podcast: anch...
Thank you haters - I need you
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A grounded psychosis is the future ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ Ich küsse deine Narben morenutrition.de/ code: FERDI RUclips English: ruclips.net/user/Vegains RUclips DE: ruclips.net/user/VegainsDE German Rap: www.youtube.com/@Vegainsrap Instagram: vegainstrength Instagram DE: vegains My DE Amazon: amazon.de/shop/vegainsde Listen to my podcast: anchor.fm/ferdibeck German podcast: ...
This will trigger you
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🥋 ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ Ich küsse deine Narben morenutrition.de/ code: FERDI RUclips English: ruclips.net/user/Vegains RUclips DE: ruclips.net/user/VegainsDE German Rap: www.youtube.com/@Vegainsrap Instagram: vegainstrength Instagram DE: vegains My DE Amazon: amazon.de/shop/vegainsde Listen to my podcast: anchor.fm/ferdibeck German podcast: anchor.fm/ferdibeckde Website: ww...
Emotional breakdown
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💔 ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ Ich küsse deine Narben morenutrition.de/ code: FERDI RUclips English: ruclips.net/user/Vegains RUclips DE: ruclips.net/user/VegainsDE German Rap: www.youtube.com/@Vegainsrap Instagram: vegainstrength Instagram DE: vegains My DE Amazon: amazon.de/shop/vegainsde Listen to my podcast: anchor.fm/ferdibeck German podcast: anchor.fm/ferdibeckde Website: ww...
I crave family
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Not feeling so well.. ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ Ich küsse deine Narben morenutrition.de/ code: FERDI RUclips English: ruclips.net/user/Vegains RUclips DE: ruclips.net/user/VegainsDE German Rap: www.youtube.com/@Vegainsrap Instagram: vegainstrength Instagram DE: vegains My DE Amazon: amazon.de/shop/vegainsde Listen to my podcast: anchor.fm/ferdibeck German podcast: anchor.fm/fer...
I miss Brittnee
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Family 🎁🎄💝 ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ Ich küsse deine Narben morenutrition.de/ code: FERDI RUclips English: ruclips.net/user/Vegains RUclips DE: ruclips.net/user/VegainsDE German Rap: www.youtube.com/@Vegainsrap Instagram: vegainstrength Instagram DE: vegains My DE Amazon: amazon.de/shop/vegainsde Listen to my podcast: anchor.fm/ferdibeck German podcast: anchor.fm/ferdibeckde We...
Vegan ally
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Many of you don’t hate, you actually care, thank you 💓😇💓 ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ Ich küsse deine Narben morenutrition.de/ code: FERDI RUclips English: ruclips.net/user/Vegains RUclips DE: ruclips.net/user/VegainsDE German Rap: www.youtube.com/@Vegainsrap Instagram: vegainstrength Instagram DE: vegains My DE Amazon: amazon.de/shop/vegainsde Listen to my podcast: anchor.fm/ferd...
sorry vegans..
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My dear vegan friends, I hope this makes sense 🙏 German rap playlist: open.spotify.com/playlist/6OKi80562pr0fHoSg65fDG?si=c7bc45bb54d2422c ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ Ich küsse deine Narben morenutrition.de/ code: FERDI RUclips English: ruclips.net/user/Vegains RUclips DE: ruclips.net/user/VegainsDE German Rap: www.youtube.com/@Vegainsrap Instagram: vegainstrength Instagram DE: ve...
Jesus Syndrome
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Savior Complex Floki on how they’ve built Wonderland: ruclips.net/video/F8clmosmW-Y/видео.html ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ Ich küsse deine Narben morenutrition.de/ code: FERDI RUclips English: ruclips.net/user/Vegains RUclips DE: ruclips.net/user/VegainsDE German Rap: www.youtube.com/@Vegainsrap Instagram: vegainstrength Instagram DE: vegains My DE Amazon: amazon.de/shop/vegainsd...
I ate sausage
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ex vegan 🐷💔🙏 ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ Ich küsse deine Narben morenutrition.de/ code: FERDI RUclips English: ruclips.net/user/Vegains RUclips DE: ruclips.net/user/VegainsDE German Rap: www.youtube.com/@Vegainsrap Instagram: vegainstrength Instagram DE: vegains My DE Amazon: amazon.de/shop/vegainsde Listen to my podcast: anchor.fm/ferdibeck German podcast: anchor.fm/ferdibeckde ...
got ungrounded again..
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💩 ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ Ich küsse deine Narben morenutrition.de/ code: FERDI RUclips English: ruclips.net/user/Vegains RUclips DE: ruclips.net/user/VegainsDE German Rap: www.youtube.com/@Vegainsrap Instagram: vegainstrength Instagram DE: vegains My DE Amazon: amazon.de/shop/vegainsde Listen to my podcast: anchor.fm/ferdibeck German podcast: anchor.fm/ferdibeckde Website: ww...
I’m back!
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I got attacked ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ Ich küsse deine Narben morenutrition.de/ code: FERDI RUclips English: ruclips.net/user/Vegains RUclips DE: ruclips.net/user/VegainsDE German Rap: www.youtube.com/@Vegainsrap Instagram: vegainstrength Instagram DE: vegains My DE Amazon: amazon.de/shop/vegainsde Listen to my podcast: anchor.fm/ferdibeck German podcast: anchor.fm/ferdibeckd...
I bought a gold chain
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🫅 ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ Ich küsse deine Narben morenutrition.de/ code: FERDI RUclips English: ruclips.net/user/Vegains RUclips DE: ruclips.net/user/VegainsDE German Rap: www.youtube.com/@Vegainsrap Instagram: vegainstrength Instagram DE: vegains My DE Amazon: amazon.de/shop/vegainsde Listen to my podcast: anchor.fm/ferdibeck German podcast: anchor.fm/ferdibeckde Website: ww...
Brittnee Bond saved my life
Просмотров 3,7 тыс.14 дней назад
Brittnee Bond saved my life
My ego wants to come back..
Просмотров 2,3 тыс.14 дней назад
My ego wants to come back..
I’m getting better
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I’m getting better
I need help
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I need help
I’m lost
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I’m lost
How my anal virginity got taken
Просмотров 3,1 тыс.Месяц назад
How my anal virginity got taken
Why most people wont shift into the new earth
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Why most people wont shift into the new earth
Why I recommend anal for men
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Why I recommend anal for men
Why Monogamy doesn't work
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Why Monogamy doesn't work
Why I recommend sugar & not fasting
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Why I recommend sugar & not fasting
Why sugar is not bad
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Why sugar is not bad
I took 1g of magic & shapeshifted
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I took 1g of magic & shapeshifted
How we opened our relationship
Просмотров 2,3 тыс.3 месяца назад
How we opened our relationship
Twin Flame, Divine Union, Karmic & Soulmates
Просмотров 1,4 тыс.3 месяца назад
Twin Flame, Divine Union, Karmic & Soulmates
Relationship update 2.0 🙈
Просмотров 3,5 тыс.3 месяца назад
Relationship update 2.0 🙈

Комментарии

  • @Ceci_nest_pas_une_Canal
    @Ceci_nest_pas_une_Canal 16 часов назад

    Triff dich doch mal mit Stefan Chang, der ist auf der Insel. Trinkste mal ein Bier und machst mal normale Sachen :D

  • @TheTjark57
    @TheTjark57 16 часов назад

    nepo babies talking nepo sht.

  • @TheTjark57
    @TheTjark57 17 часов назад

    mimimim 🎻

  • @chiara2758
    @chiara2758 17 часов назад

    Really enjoyed this episode. So grateful to hear what you‘ve said in this current phase of my life. ❤ I feel empowered and seen. Thank you Ferdi and Imara. Would love to see more of Imara too ❤

  • @Andreas-kj6rc
    @Andreas-kj6rc 18 часов назад

    Hallo Ferdi, leider muss ich heute zum ersten Mal einen deiner berühmt-berüchtigten "Buckets" 🪣 vollmachen 🤮. Dieses Gerede von wegen: "Ich könnte euch Allerhand über Britnee erzählen, aber ich tue es nicht, weil ihr sie dann hassen würdet." , ist meiner Meinung nach deiner nicht würdig. Warum haust du nicht gleich auf den Tisch - wie ein Mann - oder sagst es in einer Art, die du als angemessen empfindest? Andererseits implizierst du ja gerade das, was du nicht aussprechen möchtest, indem du wage Andeutungen machst die zwar zum selben Schluss führen, aber nicht die Authentizität einer konkreten Aussage haben. LG Andi

  • @reallifegermany8123
    @reallifegermany8123 18 часов назад

    einfach ab minute 27:02 zensierst du deine brust für das restliche video? Weird flex but ok

    • @vegains
      @vegains 14 часов назад

      Rotz 🙈

  • @swigswag1639
    @swigswag1639 19 часов назад

    Endlich wieder voll dabei, der typ lädt jeden geistigen erguss hoch im glauben er inspiriert jemanden während sich wahrscheinlich 99% der zuschauer lustig über ihn machen.... mitleid welcher sich die ganzen talks in voller länge anhört lol

  • @pontanking
    @pontanking 19 часов назад

    dont you love the animals?

  • @ElmoChaves
    @ElmoChaves 19 часов назад

    Digga geh mal Psychiatrie

  • @alinapod643
    @alinapod643 21 час назад

    Thank you for speaking your truth Ferdi. Watching her podcasts, many of us did see through it. It’s clear when there’s a lot of storytelling and twisting taking place as it resembles the persons inner pain and need for justification. Those who listen to the jabs and send you hate simply don’t feel you or understands you, and that’s also okay. You know who you are. Keep that in mind as you observe these untrue and hateful comments. By viewing them objectively, you may observe the triggered ego (the need to be understood by all and justified) while still feeling your true essence and trusting truly that the people meant in your life / your biggest supporters will feel you completely, without any explanation. I hope this makes sense. Sending love your way✨

  • @somosparker4353
    @somosparker4353 23 часа назад

    It's somewhat unusual for a foreign leader to meet with a presidential candidate who isn't currently in the White House

  • @Komisch011
    @Komisch011 День назад

    Mein Eindruck ist schon das der Titel dieses Podcasts aussagt, dass du noch nicht gebalanced bist...

  • @DeepLifePhilosophies
    @DeepLifePhilosophies День назад

    Hey Ferdi, I went through a really hard breakup last year and I would say only recently am I back to normal. My ex partner of 7.5 years cheated on me, after that she proceeded to do lots of hurtful things that I still don't fully understand why she did that. Unfortunately I still see her at yoga and on the beach (we don't talk since I blocked her) and she's never apologised and I've never had an explanation for everything that happened. I'm at the point where I've let go of ever getting a proper apology and explanation of what happened and unfortunately you may need to let go of this expectation too. You may never get a sorry from the other person and this is just how life can go and trust me, expecting a sorry will just drive you crazy! As with every relationship it seems that there's 'wrong' on both sides and the public viewing this breakup should maybe try and stay neutral since they don't know the full story. No-ones perfect and from my experience and all the stories I hear - breakups never tend to go well! I hope both of you heal and you both will no doubt come out stronger from this experience. I can say that my breakup has transformed me from the person I was in my last relationship and I'm a better man for going through the painful process. Thanks for sharing your breakup and being vulnerable, this takes courage. You're right breakups are a universal shared human experience and the more we talk about it, the better it is for everyone. It will get better. Much love.

    • @vegains
      @vegains 21 час назад

      Love it 🥰 feeling connected ❤️ Thank you for sharing 🎄

  • @Luisa06509
    @Luisa06509 День назад

    There are definitely a lot of things you could be criticized for, and you’re by no means an angel, Ferdi. But I’ve watched your relationship with Brittnee unfold, saw the breakup, and read the criticism in your comments. I cannot help but wonder why so many people believe you to be the only bad guy here. The way she pursued-almost manipulated-you into getting and staying in this relationship (her following you to Europe, pretending she was into alien stuff, constant voice messages, taking advantage of your state during your first MDMA trip, quickly isolating you from your friends). Soon you became codependent and lost all sense of self somewhere along the way. You completely lost your spark and still kept pouring everything you had into Brittnee, trying to please her, trying to become the man she wanted you to be. It was sad to see. She had too much power over you, always finding the ‘right’ words, ‘guiding’ you when you struggled to see through the fog. I felt relieved when you finally found the strength to break off the relationship. Did you break an agreement? Probably. Did she break agreements before? Definitely. Just remember the way she gaslit you about what happened in Amsterdam. Did she use protection when giving out those BJs? I think you have every right to be angry. She honestly wasn’t the nicest person to you. And you don’t have to try to love her moving forward. It’s okay when feelings change. Life goes on.

    • @AlGarcia41
      @AlGarcia41 23 часа назад

      This is an excellent post Luisa. I wish that Ferdi hadn’t taken down that video of their first podcast together back in the summer of 2022 when he was trying to do a serious podcast about travel and she was attempting to start an intimate relationship. It shows her manipulations. And yes, she always follows her men around, whether it was Ferdi to Europe, Ruwando to Koh Phangan, remaining in Koh Phangan with the crypto trader (because he wanted to) when she wanted to relocate back to Chiang Mai, or currently with that itinerant American dude back in Chiang Mai. Ferdi needs to have nothing to do with her in the future.

  • @Paczbro
    @Paczbro День назад

    over spirituality means you are the opposite of woke. you are lost and that's why your relationships continue to fail, your mom stopped talking to you, most of your friends left you. and now you started abusing animals again.

  • @Paczbro
    @Paczbro День назад

    10+ year vegan who starts thinking its ok to abuse animals again b/c he's lost in life.

  • @Useernaamee
    @Useernaamee День назад

    Title:"I hate her." Comments:"I love her" Video:"Everything is a lie and she's like a game of thrones character." Riiiiiight. Kinda hard to keep up now. I feel like you are still swinging between extremes. Balance in the middle is the solution. Also there is a hugeee difference between being in love and being codependent... you need to be independent again first. I am wishing you stability! ❤

    • @Paczbro
      @Paczbro День назад

      he's lost and just wants views.

  • @Paczbro
    @Paczbro День назад

    This lost soul is now eating dead fish thinking it’ll help his problems. 10 years of being a voice for the animals now he’s actively murdering them. Crazy what happens when you lose sense of self and ego takes over.

    • @PinkNfilthy
      @PinkNfilthy 19 часов назад

      Here I am, I gave up veganism about a year and a half ago. and today, I'm learning that Vegains is no longer vegan. Which funny enough yesterday, I decided to go vegan again because I figured out what was wrong with me (and the vegetarian/pescatarian dieting only helped minimally) but now I'm on meds because I got rediagnosed with ADHD and that was likely the issue with by brain fog for the last 3ish years (also not planning my diet adequately or enough physical activity). And a big part of this comeback is because I did lose myself after some drastic life changes and huge cross-country moves.

    • @adamtimander9963
      @adamtimander9963 17 часов назад

      @@PinkNfilthygood for you 👊

  • @jujuonthatbeet
    @jujuonthatbeet День назад

    Unfortunately I think hate is a part of breaking up that you can't just skip. I was "the bigger person" when I got broken up with, I even apologised to my ex as I was getting broken up with. The rage and hate came weeks after when I realised how I sacrificed so much for the relationship and the other person just threw it all away. I dealt with my pain alone, shared it with close friends and kept everything else to myself. And you know what? Six months later my ex called me because he felt lost. And he finally apologised for what he'd done wrong. I've been your follower for a long time, I don't really watch your podcasts because my German isn't great, but my advice is: have patience. Work on yourself and focus on your body and soul. The apology will come. And when it does, you'll realise you never really needed it anyways. Edit: I'm on the 5th stage I think, but I also don't wanna fall in love with anyone ever again 🤣

    • @vegains
      @vegains 21 час назад

      Thank you for sharing 🥰 and your German doesn’t need to be great because those podis are in English 🙃😘

  • @carinaandrea5799
    @carinaandrea5799 День назад

    Du fährst immer denselben loop, wie peinlich, dass du nichts merkst. Immer sind die anderen schuld...

  • @stephanie8918
    @stephanie8918 День назад

    In one part you sound like Ross "We were on a BREAK" - Friends

  • @Malina0901
    @Malina0901 День назад

    Even if i dont feel good being a witness of both of your thoughts and journeys, its actually brave to share this on the internet. Maybe people can learn from this. We are all imperfect and i dont think we have to be happy all the time. Sadness and Grief etc. is part of the game.

  • @Nico22x11
    @Nico22x11 День назад

    merkst du es wirklich einfach nicht? Du durchlebst immer und immer wieder den selben Loop. Wird dir nicht langweilig davon, dass IMMER die anderen schuld sein sollen? Kein Mensch bleibt dauerhaft an deiner Seite und immer sollen es die anderen gewesen sein? Jedes einzelne Mal? Wach doch endlich mal auf!

  • @Rebelle8
    @Rebelle8 День назад

    I feel like Britnee is the one who is narcistic and manipulative. You have changed a lot since you met her and definitely not for the better, I see that a lot of people who have been following you for a long time feel the same way. Get back to your true self, the one you were without her. That would be a long path home Im sure, because Britnee changed you so much. You used to smile so much more and be so much more happy in your skin, I see a person who is clearly struggling now, and its been that way ever since you met Britnee. I know what it is like I was in a relationship for eleven years and you only realize when you’re truly letting go of that relationship how toxic it was and how much the other person controlled you, even if it didn’t feel or seem like that when you were in it. Love makes blind, it really does. Hope you get some help, and maybe not get it from these people who claim to be ‘enlightened’ and have no psychological background or much life experience whatsoever. It hurts to see you like this and you not being the person we all once knew.

    • @Paczbro
      @Paczbro День назад

      she is. she's got bipolar or borderline personality disorder. those people are witches who cast spells on people, figuratively. ferdi is super lost too though.

  • @AlGarcia41
    @AlGarcia41 День назад

    I have been following her for more than 5 years now. She is a complete fraud, starting with her last name, which is made up out of thin air. Next up in her deceit hierarchy is her need to live in a country where she can pretend to be some sort of a queen - a status she does not deserve - while pretending that she is all about “helping other women”. The fact of the matter is that she was never more than a paralegal for a few years and most of that experience was in Salt Lake City and not in New York. I sure hope you are not financially subsidizing her anymore.

    • @carinaandrea5799
      @carinaandrea5799 23 часа назад

      I agree, she always talks about working in law in NY and she knows it sound serious, then I searched for it and she was truly only a paralegal....

    • @AlGarcia41
      @AlGarcia41 22 часа назад

      @@carinaandrea5799 Right. It sounds a lot more prestigious to say that you worked in New York City as opposed to Salt Lake City. And she is always vague about how long she was actually a paralegal in NYC. The fact is she was in SLC into the spring of 2015, at least, and supposedly in Chiang Mai permanently in 2016.

    • @LK-gl5eq
      @LK-gl5eq 20 часов назад

      Dying to know how she funds herself

    • @AlGarcia41
      @AlGarcia41 19 часов назад

      @@LK-gl5eq For the last 4 years, since she hasn’t been working at all, most of it has probably come from “Covid relief funds” from the US government, especially since she supposedly had her own business with supposedly her own employees. That “remote work consultancy” business of hers is long gone by the way.

  • @levykronenberger6646
    @levykronenberger6646 День назад

    It‘s so absurd to hear you talk about your ex-relationship and comparing it to: trauma, death penalty etc. Wtf Ferdi? You started live broadcasting your heartbreak and she shared her own reality. Natürlich sind eure Wahrnehmungen nicht 1:1 dasselbe. You‘re allowed to react to her Video and clarify what you want. Thats how human interaction work. Please stop playing the victim card and reflect your own bad behaviors. It‘s a lot hearing your podcasts everyday. I feel so clearly that you regret the separation. You need to move on. It‘s not your decision anymore. Stop watching her online and get your relationship with your family healed. And your own head healed. It‘s uncomfortable to watch you right now. Also your take of „I apologized xy“ well, now what? people don't have to forgive you in your time. that is their own journey and decision. Addition: Listening to youtube with a closed display is possible. There are ad free apps for it. How about less complaining and more researching?

    • @Malina0901
      @Malina0901 День назад

      i love how you switched suddently zu nem deutschen satz haha

    • @Paczbro
      @Paczbro День назад

      he's lost. he also started abusing animals again, which he will eventually regret.

    • @levykronenberger6646
      @levykronenberger6646 17 часов назад

      @@Malina0901 hahaha ja, manchmal muss es auf Deutsch raus. Passiert mir auch in anderen Sprachen.

  • @katalinstappenbeck9107
    @katalinstappenbeck9107 День назад

    Good to hear your perspective, but I still feel you could give more clearance - i.e. how does it go together to set each other 100% free and still have agreements?

  • @tekajeronimo984
    @tekajeronimo984 День назад

    I think Silver Linings could be a healing movie for you right now:)

    • @vegains
      @vegains День назад

      Thank you 🥰 I’ve put it on my watch list 🍿

    • @tekajeronimo984
      @tekajeronimo984 22 часа назад

      Very welcome🥰it is such a good story.. and super actors too.. l think it will really move you in a deeply positive way🙏

  • @triiinityart
    @triiinityart День назад

    Hey ho Vega in strength 👽🙏🏼🕉️, I think it's good that you share your views of the situation. What's the saying? There are always two sides to the coin. Which doesn't mean anyone who likes you should hate Brittnee now. She's great - just like you are. It was very nice to meet you (damn you discovered my nerdi comic and anime side 🦊👽😅). An open soul you are, you look people in the eyes when communicating and work on yourself hard. The two of you may have separate triggers to work through att the moment. Sending all much love. Oh yes, before I forget... the situation fits in wonderfully with a sutra that says: Yoga Sūtra Chapter Four verse 15 वस्तुसाम्ये चित्तभेदात्तयोर्विभक्तः पन्थाः ॥१५॥ vastu-sāmye citta-bhedāt tayoḥ vibhaktaḥ panthāḥ ||15|| The sameness of substance, the divisions of psyche, separate paths of both. And like Guruji TKV Desikachar said: “In observing, we must remember a few more things: Because of our own memories, backgrounds, cultures, etc. Each person looks at the same problem differently, which may cause problems." This sutra says that we actually create our own reality. That is how powerful we are! Embracing the wisdom of this sutra involves taking responsibility for our life and the world we live in. It is only then that we can begin to consciously co-create with the universe the world we want to live in, as opposed to perceiving the world as coming at us, as something we have no control over. This concept of shunyata, or emptiness, is incredibly liberating and empowering. It is only then that we can stop playing the blame game, that we can liberate ourselves from feeling like victims. Responsibility and freedom are two sides of the same coin-you can’t have one without the other. We are the ones who give the meaning to people, objects and situations. Knowing this we will do our best to project goodness and magnificence and extend love into the one world we share. It is what His Holiness the Dalai Lama calls “enlightened self-interest.” And don't worry... We are all in some stories the enemy, the hero, the lover or another role we will have in the perspectives of some... Om bolo sat guru bhagavan ki jai bruuuuuu 🦸👽🕉️🙏🏼🧘🏼‍♀️

    • @Cydentity
      @Cydentity День назад

      Such beautiful wisdom 🤩

    • @vegains
      @vegains День назад

      As always - love your wisdom 🧙 Thank you for sharing 🥰

  • @Robinho659
    @Robinho659 День назад

    summary: you slept with other girls without protection during your relationship with brittnee and one day after the breakup you made a podcast with your close friend eric´s girlfriend, whom you´ve told before bros before hoes is one of your fundamental principles, slept with her afterwards and told it in public. dont want to imagine how it felt to britnee. but oc you are the victim again

    • @heftigermoritz9403
      @heftigermoritz9403 День назад

      Bro, loyalty is his core value He would never cheat 12.37

  • @HobbitSanne
    @HobbitSanne День назад

    Ich war noch nie ein Fan von Brittney und hab das auch schon oft artikuliert und ich weiß, dass du das absolut nicht magst wenn man etwas gegen sie sagt. Aber Ferdi, letzten Endes bin ich wegen dir hier, da ich dir sehr lange auf Insta gefolgt bin und letztes Jahr dich entfolgte weil ich es nicht mehr ertragen konnte zu sehen was für ein Mensch du wurdest als du mit ihr zusammen warst. Es tat mir in der Seele weh und ich konnte es einfach länger ertragen. Du könntest mein Sohn sein und ich hab einfach den Wunsch, dich vor solchen Erfahrungen schützen zu wollen auch wenn das völlig irrational ist da wir uns ja nicht kennen. Am Anfang, grade in deiner Zeit in Berlin schienst du sehr glücklich zu sein. Deine Augen strahlten vor Glück und Aufregung und deine Podcasts zum Thema veganer Ernährung waren informativ und das sag ich als Nichtveganerin. Ist es vermessen sich zu wünschen, dass der "alte" Ferdi, der glücklich, zufrieden und verspielt war, wiederkommt? Ich weiß dass das Leben kein Wunschkonzert ist und auch nicht immer die Sonne scheint aber ich wünsche mir aus tiefstem Herzen den Ferdi zurück, der mir mit seinen Storys ein Lächeln ins Gesicht zaubert und eine Leichtigkeit ausstrahlt, die mir leider fehlt. Ich weiß das so ein Wunsch absolut egoistisch ist, vor Allem, wenn du gar nicht dieser Ferdi warst und du nur eine Maske getragen hast. Sollte der glückliche und verspielte Ferdi aber dein wahres Ich sein ...bring ihn bitte wieder zurück! 🙏🤗

    • @vegains
      @vegains День назад

      Fühl ich sehr 😻 und ich war 100% dieser Ferdi 🐣 und jetzt werde ich der nur noch mehr - noch integrierter 🐥 Danke für dein Kommentar 😘

  • @Mtabora
    @Mtabora День назад

    Ferdi, you need Jesus more than anything and I’m saying this out of love. It’s the only way to heal not by this “spiritual teachers”

  • @ElenaZoro
    @ElenaZoro День назад

    The not using protection was a boundary I also had in my open relationship. And yes, it’s a huge betrayal if one breaks it - it’s a pretty big thing in my opinion and nothing to play down, Ferdi. It’s exactly like cheating and not part of ethical non-monogamy. At least for me it would exactly feel like that and a no-go.

    • @ElenaZoro
      @ElenaZoro День назад

      But I‘m sure there were huge fuckups on both sides. Like it’s very often after breakups. But just to mention, why she reports you as a cheater: because you actually did by not using condoms. I‘m totally in that same vibration. And this is something you should own at least.

    • @ElenaZoro
      @ElenaZoro День назад

      And please don’t view this at hate. My breakup was 2 months ago and I never loved a person so much and I feel your struggle and pain deeply. That’s why I’m also invested in both of your stories. Because they give me new perspectives and ways to process my own grieving.

  • @StephyGrowsWeed
    @StephyGrowsWeed День назад

    27:01 ? was da los

  • @LK-gl5eq
    @LK-gl5eq День назад

    You guys are both messy as fuck ‘podcasting’ AT each other and you’re well in your 30s. It’s so funny. 😂

    • @vegains
      @vegains День назад

      Happy you enjoy it 🍿

    • @Paczbro
      @Paczbro День назад

      both are incredibly egotistic, but this is what happens when you have nothing to do in ur life. he doesn't work at all, never had to have a job, lives off his mommy's money, he has zero purpose and nothing to ground him. that's why all his friends and mom stopped talking to him.

    • @AlGarcia41
      @AlGarcia41 День назад

      @@Paczbro Maybe all true, but at least it is his family’s money. She hasn’t been working since 2020 and is leeching off the American taxpayer to fund her fraudulent lifestyle.

  • @noraaklabora6164
    @noraaklabora6164 День назад

    THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SHARING! So IMPORTANT - went through a break up as well recently and I can relate a lot to what you are saying. Still going through it and sometimes feelings from stages, I already thought I went through, come back. t is like two steps forward, five steps back. But when the emotions are fully processed as they come, it REALLY gets better, and better and better. Yesterday I felt like a beaten up sloth, today I feel great - like there was not even a break up to beging with 😂 It comes and goes in waves. sending love <3

    • @vegains
      @vegains День назад

      Makes sense 🌊 Thank you for sharing 🥰

  • @bangbangOniceland
    @bangbangOniceland День назад

    I understood it that way that se did this public statement (and I do not like people talking publicly about personal stuff about other people at all) because you did a German podcast about the breakup really soon after everything happened. For me her behavior was more like a reaction (and no action). So I personally wouldn’t focus so much on her statement. I think she was somehow forced to do it. Like you already sad you were in denial with Celine and I guess not everting was right in those German podcasts.

    • @vegains
      @vegains День назад

      But I didn’t make a podcast against her - I was just sharing how hurt I am and how much I love her ❤️

    • @carinaandrea5799
      @carinaandrea5799 День назад

      ​@@vegainsnow you are the one, who is lying. You talked in every story, video etc.about how good you feel, that you are back to the real Ferdi, that you have been so depressed with her etc.etc. www doesn't forget.

  • @Cydentity
    @Cydentity День назад

    Hey Ferdi, ich verstehe deine Situation in der du gerade bist sehr gut, verstehe dass du sauer bist. Habe auch in ihre Podcasts reingehört und mein einziger Gedanke zu der Sache zwischen euch beiden war und ist immer, dass das Dinge sind, die viel zu persönlich sind und die eigentlich nicht in die Öffentlichkeit gehören. Dachte immer, dass ist jetzt viel zu privat, dass müsst ihr zwischen euch klären. Beziehungen bzw. Trennungen sind immer schwierig und außenstehende Personen sollten sich meiner Meinung nach gerade aus der schmutzigen Wäsche komplett raushalten auch wenn es durch euch in die Öffentlichkeit getragen wird. Jeder, der schonmal durch so einen emotionalen Break Up durchgegangen ist, sollte das eigentlich wissen, aber die Leute lieben leider auch diese Art Drama und springen sehr darauf an. Kann nur sagen, hör nicht auf den Hate, auch wenn es schwierig ist, aber die Wahrheit kennt nur ihr beide und darüber solltet ihr Face to Face reden. Britnee geht aus meiner Sicht absolut nicht erwachsen damit um, hat viele eigene Themen, woran sie noch arbeiten muss, die sehr problematisch sind und nicht mit dem Bild was sie nach aussen geben möchte übereinstimmen und ich finde es schade, dass sie vieles davon auf dich projeziert. Sie hat dich meiner Meinung nach nie für deine Person, wie du bist geliebt, sondern nur für das was sie sich gewünscht hätte, wer du für sie sein könntest wenn du dich ihren Vorstellungen nach änderst und das ist keine tatsächliche Liebe. Das hat man gerade in den letzten Monaten eeeeeeextrem bei dir gesehen und das ist ja auch das, was dich so unter Druck gesetzt hat immer mehr zu einem higher Mind zu werden, deine Emotionen und Bedürfnisse abzuspalten und nicht mehr du selbst zu sein. Aber das ist nur meine Betrachtung von außen, das muss so nicht zutreffen und sollte ich hier eine Grenze überschritten haben tut es mir leid. Ich wünsche dir nur das Beste und dass du das möglichst gut verarbeiten kannst und liebe Menschen um dich rum hast, die dir dabei helfen. Das gute ist, dass es wirklich immer besser wird mit dem Herzschmerz und man irgendwann sehr gestärkt da rausgeht. Du bist so weit gekommen bisher nach der Trennung, bist durch soviel Schmerz durchgegangen, das muss man auch erstmal schaffen. Take care :)

    • @HobbitSanne
      @HobbitSanne День назад

      "Sie hat dich meiner Meinung nach nie für deine Person, wie du bist geliebt, sondern nur für das was sie sich gewünscht hätte, wer du für sie sein könntest wenn du dich ihren Vorstellungen nach änderst und das ist keine tatsächliche Liebe. " Exakt auch meine Meinung!

    • @vegains
      @vegains День назад

      Fühl ich sehr ❤️ danke für deine Sicht der Dinge - weis ich sehr zu schätzen 😘 und ich glaube ich bin an einem Punkt wo darüber öffentlich zu reden heilend für unser collective sein könnte weil ich reflektiert genug an die Sache ran gehen kann ✨ safe auch weil ich es einfach brauche in dem Schmerz gesehen zu werden.. ich denke aber beides ist True und das vielen dieser Austausch hier hilft 🖤🐥🤍

    • @katalinstappenbeck9107
      @katalinstappenbeck9107 День назад

      Das fasst es super zusammen, glaub ich - ihre monatelange Bearbeitung hat dazu geführt, dass er seine eigenen Gefühle (Boundaries) abspalten (disregarden) musste und am Ende keine Empathie mehr für sie aufbringen konnte.

    • @Cydentity
      @Cydentity День назад

      ​@@vegainshey, ja klar, gibt hier sicher mehrere Realitäten, die friedlich coexistieren können. Ich kann es auch 100% nachvollziehen, dass die Gefühle raus müssen, erstrecht wenn die andere Person unavailable ist. Ist dein healing journey und das respektiere ich total. 😌❤️‍🩹

  • @StephyGrowsWeed
    @StephyGrowsWeed День назад

    8:40 9:00 all I need to know is… did you disregard the „use a condom rule“ and did you cheat on her while she was away? 9:11 yea do that. 12:50 okay …. 13:20 (but…..) 13:28 so what…. a boundary break for a boundary break? In ur mind not using a condom is probably nothing. In her mind it is. In mine it is too. It’s sooooo big. What of a big boundary break did she commit to justify (justify in ur mind) urs? 14:01 she betrayed you too? 14:04 two? I ve missed that. She twists stuff and betrayed you? 29:54 🤔

  • @erin5850
    @erin5850 День назад

    ruclips.net/video/8MDBmwmvoaM/видео.htmlsi=5CTsC1h_AqWpW7bs

  • @authentic-e620
    @authentic-e620 День назад

    Great job escaping the vegan cult and putting your health first! Time for some real healing!

  • @eventhorizon7234
    @eventhorizon7234 День назад

    'check my yout be coments once per day' -1 hour ago -4 hours ago -10 hours ago -... and the only thing vibrating in you is the stuff you ram up your A also: i outcrow box very chuisy mi poopy papa, papa poopy😯😯

    • @vegains
      @vegains День назад

      wow 😮 you speak even more cryptic than me - I don't get it at all 😂

  • @tslomt
    @tslomt День назад

    Hey Ferdi, mit dem Brave Browser hast du keine Werbung! Ich hab das Premium Abo auch schon seit längerem beendet.

  • @heftigermoritz9403
    @heftigermoritz9403 День назад

    Lets do a poddi together Ferdis way of conquering a women Good luck you two

  • @annika_at_heart
    @annika_at_heart 2 дня назад

    Please do not delete this message as this is important for people, who learn about how energy works. Anyone, who works with people’s energy will know this. Excessive yawning in the presence of another person may indicate the presence of negative energies that need to be eliminated. This suggests that the individual is picking up on or resonating with the other person’s energy, which may be draining or unsettling. Even the lack of voice is a clear indication, but unfortunately people now use spirituality to boost their persona or gain recognition, so they will ignore these signs. Your body knows before your heart tells you. Many years ago, before spiritual work become commercially used I went to see a psychic, who was reacting by excessive yawning when connecting to one of the energies I asked her to read. I feel like many people cannot accurately feel others energy, because they focus too much on what a person says, rather than the energy itself. It can only be done with a heart compass, then comes a moral compass and a mindset. It’s important to decalcify your pineal gland, so you can exchange energies in a healthy way rather than harvest the energy of other person. 🙏🏻✨💟

    • @Paczbro
      @Paczbro День назад

      pseudoscience lol

    • @annika_at_heart
      @annika_at_heart День назад

      @@Paczbro if you listen to your body it cannot be pseudoscience, unless you are disconnected from it. Just think about people you spend time with and who makes you positively calm and energized or tired and feeling low.

  • @tiniver
    @tiniver 2 дня назад

    ❤❤

  • @allylovesplants
    @allylovesplants 2 дня назад

    Wow she is such a light and a great speaker! I enjoyed thank you 🙏 I want Imara to be my best friend 🥹❤️

  • @Ramona_444
    @Ramona_444 2 дня назад

    I loved this so much. Thank you both 💕 So full of wisdom & great to listen to. Imara really has such a calming mother earth energy.

    • @vegains
      @vegains 2 дня назад

      👊🐣😘

  • @andreacroci1982
    @andreacroci1982 2 дня назад

    I am not gonna give you the time to watch the whole video because you are just twisting your story to get compassion when you are not able to be compassionate to the animal. I am not judging you because you started paying for animal death again. You promoted veganism and the feeling you are experiencing is guilt. Of course your health is first, your survival. But being vegan is not being harmless, it is being compassionate. I wish you to find a way to heal physically and mentally, and I hope you will get back on the vegan lifestyle. Good luck with everything

  • @triiinityart
    @triiinityart 2 дня назад

    For the super lovely shakti aka yogini in the video, in yoga one try not to react instinctively to emotions, why? because the pineal gland is stimulated by emotions. When that happens, it's a high state...when you connect trauma and toxicity with love, it triggers the pineal gland, if you manage to not react to your trauma triggers (that's what it's supposed to be about) and let them happen, then you can “cleanse” the pineal gland of this hormonal drug drink that the body releases. ...If you then manage to activate this state in the neutral state of the pineal gland, then you would have self-produced Aya (just to explain it as simple as possible for me, hope you could understand)...it's just very difficult to do. because many have too many traumas and this is hard work, which doesn't always work out, most use alternatives ;) ...nice topic. Very inspiring to talk about. Nice Docu about it is: What the f...do we know-down the rabbits whole....Thank you for that. Lokah samastah sukhino bhavantu Could you make another video together? Would be interesting :)

    • @vegains
      @vegains 2 дня назад

      I don't fully understand it - but I feel it 😁 Maybe next time we meet you can explain this for dummies to me 💓

    • @triiinityart
      @triiinityart 2 дня назад

      @@vegains no worries. Maybe I am just bad in explaining. The documentary what the f.. Or what the bleep do we know, dowm the rabbits hole explains it also pretty well. But also it will be a pleasure to philosoph about it next time. Great idea. ✌🏼🕉️🧘🏼‍♀️

    • @sandrarumal8144
      @sandrarumal8144 День назад

      Are you also on KP? Maybe Ferdi could do a podcast with you? Your comments are very valuable, maybe you would like to share something from your life? Just an idea. Best wishes from Yogini to Yogini. Lokah Samastah Sukhino Bhavantu

    • @triiinityart
      @triiinityart День назад

      @@sandrarumal8144 Wow, thanks for the words. I only gave one or two quotes and recommended a documentary 😅😇👽 nothing special but I'm honored that you appreciate my words. Thanks. My greatest joy is not social media or making videos. 😅🕉️🧘🏼‍♀️ I wouldn't feel the same way if I weren't in my natural environment. I can only say from experience that as soon as a camera goes on, my inspiration goes out the window... I like to talk to people individually. Therfore the community has Ferdi already, because the camera is more his passion and I think he describes well the process live in action. 🧘🏼‍♀️🕉️👽 Shanti Aum my lovely Jivah ❤️